Without even trying my relationship with SF is unraveling and if I am honest it was never stable. I just don’t know what to do again… When will this be what I hoped it would be?
When will I just have the strength to move on? I don’t even know if I am single. I am not acting like I am but I don’t have a partner either. I am just dating someone and I feel like it is an audition I am failing.
True, good advice.
Relationships are a series of ups and downs. I felt down recently about the direction my relationship with SF was going. I am feeling up again.
I over think, a lot. This causes all sorts of unnecessary self induced stress in my life. SF and I went out to dinner Friday night and I ended up getting food poisoning. It made for a pretty awful Saturday that completely ruined my plans for that night. However, during that time SF was attentive, concerned, caring and in constant communication with me to make sure I was doing ok. He would have been with me had I not told him I didn’t want him to come over. (it was food poisoning and I was not interested in having company when I was going to the bathroom with such frequency). There was really nothing to be done but let it pass through my system. pun intended! Ha!
Anyhow, since Friday night things have been pretty great because I have not had the opportunity to over analyze anything. And when I am not over thinking things with SF everything goes smoothly. I need to remember that.
Who’s night didn’t go as planned?!
- “Fashion is expensive. Style is not. Some of the most stylish girls I know are certainly not the wealthiest.”— Nina Garcia (via iam-thelaw)
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